u make a good point collective, i guess im kinda blinded by my own ignorance, i just find it really hard to fathom being stupid, and not being able to apply logic to my thoughts, also recognizing fear as the primitive and out dated emotion it is, anything that instills the slightest bit in me i will actually approach and study or try to understand rather than run, you see that fear comes from the system i have been subjected to for so long, so i see it as a good sign rather than a warning.